Now and then
I walk today,
New day I might not!
I may lie on the ground,
Cold and straight, disciplined!
Not moving …Still!
That picture of me I fear,
Fear the most and fear of all.
I reckon writing this,
Remembering that will help;
Help me be the same me,
My own self that I am now.
Hope I will be able to see,
See my love with eyes closed.
Hold hand of my best friend,
Feel the hug of hers’,
Without stretching my arms.