All NOW!
I pour my heart out all at once, like you will be gone the very next second, like you are gonna evaporate right now by all the heat from my heart. I am saying all those lines I want to surprise you with at our anniversaries, all now because I know you will not be able to stay that long. I am laughing like crazy even at the simplest thing(sometimes even at serious moments) cause I know there are only few times I will be able to share all our silly jokes and hear you laugh (you know how I love to get myself drowned in your lovely laughs :P)… I am showering you with all the glittery confetti made out of my shiny red heart now because when you will be gone… I will not need my heart at all!!!