I memorize our conversations so that I can replay it over and over again every other second I miss you, every fraction of seconds that I miss you. I got your number on speed dial so that I can live the moment when we use to talk endlessly about everything and nothing at the same time… even though we don’t talk anymore. I own no pictures of you to remind me of your face, also I need no proof to remind me that you exist. Truth be told, I cannot remember your face anymore, all I remember are parts of your face- smiling and glistening eyes, your almost flat nose (man, how you are jealous of my nose), your perfect teeth that you flaunt every time you laugh and scar that compliments you so well…I try but I fail to assemble them to make your face.

Well, it was easy for you to walk away from the world which we drew out of the infinite lines from our conversations, the ravishing colours we painted on the walls (your favourite was sky blue but mine royal blue… so we decided to paint them with all shades of blue ) .Easy! I say it was for you to get out of the addiction but i still madly get wasted by the strong words, those simple words (plain a, b, c ‘s that you assemble so so well … ) .Easy it would be for me as well if those memories had not followed me in day lights everywhere i go and yeah, definitely not crept in my dreams while i slept.

Too easy I say it would be for me to get rid of you, only if your stubborn heart would stop luring my heart into falling for you…